Tuesday, December 1, 2015

A Journeyman's First Year

I learned the basic rules of Go when I was about thirteen, reading the Hikaru no Go manga for the first time. I played briefly online, but over the next ten years for the most part only played against people I had taught myself. At my peak of this period, I was perhaps 15 kyu, and more often 17 - 20 kyu. I'd only skimmed through a single book (In the Beginning, by  Ishigure Ikuro), and had next to nothing in the way of theory. I'd never even heard the term "cut" with relation to Go. This was my standing as of February 2015. I'd known the rules for a decade, but was still a rank beginner.

I moved to New York City at the end of 2014, and my roommate P— brought a Go board with him into our new apartment. We played a few times a week as a friendly rivalry, but when he started looking for games online, I wasn't very interested. I preferred the game as a personal tool, something that I maintained with my friends, but not a competitive activity involving disembodied strangers.

Then P— decided to try watching Hikaru no Go the anime for the first time, and I was drawn in by curiosity, not having read the manga in years. Only a few episodes in, I could feel a curious itch in my gut. "I want to be strong at this game," I thought. "How good might I be able to get? How hard can I work for it?"

P— and I started playing more. I created an account on the Internet Go Server. I started looking up what Go books were available for free online (far more than I was expecting, it turns out). I joined the Gotham Go Club in Manhattan, and showed up every week. And my rank started to rise. P— and I made exhilirating progress in those first few months. It only took about six weeks of effort for us to go from 17 kyu or so to 10 kyu, far faster than we'd thought. With these early successes, I started dedicating more and more of my time to the game. Life and Death problems, five games a day online, books queued up on my phone, until I was putting in a minimum of three hours a day into the game. I knew I was starting late as a Go player, and I felt I had a duty to work to make up the difference if I was actually serious about this game.

It's been at the time of this writing between eight and nine months since I started my Go training in earnest. My current rank is unstable, and varies widely based on my mood, but on a good day I'm fairly competitive on a 2 kyu level. For a while now I've been itching to reach the Shodan rank within my first year, and while I still hold out on that, my progress has slowed considerably in the last few months, and it's going to take another effort of will for me to break through my current barrier. But such concrete goals aside, I've been pleased with my progress. The focus I have been able muster up for Go outdoes any other activity I've approached in my life, simply in terms of consistent, daily effort and noticeable improvement. This year has taught me tremendous things about my work ethic and what I'm able to accomplish with discipline. I am still a poor Go player, and if my goal is to be "strong", which was my stated intention at the outset, then I still fall far short of that mark. But I'm optimistic about what I'll be able to achieve in the years ahead of me, and with luck this blog will help me categorize my learning process, follow through on goals, and expose me more to the community of players of which I want to be a part.

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